The Toy.

The latest toy of mine.. =D,

Nikon DSLR D90 Body

Nikkor 18-105mm VR lens

I bought the kit at RM4100 at Selangor Photographers located in Pertama Shopping Complex, The Kit Include D90 body, Nikkor 18-105mm VR lens, UV Filter, Straps,USB/AV/DV Transfer Cable, 4G Memory Card, Battery, Battery charger, Tripod, Nikon Camera Bag and the software.

For more detail about the product visit Nikon official site.

p/s: Thanik You GOD for the blessing.. am back on business baby.. =D

The faculty official tee proposal..

came up with the idea a while ago.. and minutes later there you go..
Lets see what the crowd have to say bout it? spill em out..

tech. upgrade..

an acer aspire 4736g and a sony erricson w595..

p/s: thanks for the blessin...

akin to fīdere

Believers, jews, sabaeans or Christians-
whoever believe in god and the last day and
does what is right-shall have nothing to fear or regret
- Quran

Faith is the confident belief or trust in the truth or trustworthiness of a person, idea, or thing. The word "faith" can refer to a religion itself or to religion in general. As with "trust", faith involves a concept of future events or outcomes, and is used conversely for a belief "not resting on logical proof or material evidence."

Faith is in general the persuasion of the mind that a certain statement is true. It is the belief and the assent of the mind to the truth of what is declared by another, based on his or her authority and truthfulness.

Faith in Islam is called Iman. It is a complete submission to the will of Allah which includes belief, profession, and the body's performance of deeds consistent with the commission as vicegerent on Earth, all according to Allah's will.Recognizing and affirming that there is one Creator of the universe and only to this Creator is worship due. According to Islamic thought, this comes naturally because faith is an instinct of the human soul. This instinct is then trained via parents or guardians into specific religious or spiritual paths. Likewise, the instinct may not be guided at all.

Iman has two main aspects. Willingness and commitment to submitting that Allah exists, and to His prescriptions for living in accordance with vicegerency. The Qur'an (Koran) is the dictation of Allah's prescriptions through Prophet Muhammad and is believed to have updated and completed previous revelations Allah sent through earlier prophets.

Allahualam

p/s: its funny when u get the second chance to feel the feelin that you have lost.

Ramadhan's Back

Ramadan is derived from the Arabic root word ramida or arramad intense scorching heat and dryness, especially the ground. From the same root there is ramdaa, sunbaked sand, and the famous proverb: "Kal Mustajeer minar Ramadaa binnar" - to jump out of the frying pan into the fire. And in a hadith the Messenger of Allah (saas) said : "The prayer of repenters is due when the young camel can feel the sun's heat early in the morning."(Muslim)

Thus, the Ramadan is so called to indicate the heating sensation in the stomach as a result of thirst. Others said it is so called because Ramadan scorches out the sins burns the ground. Some said it is so called because the hearts and souls are more readily receptive to the admonition and remembrance of Allah during Ramadan, ad the sand and stones are receptive to the sun's heat. The framers of this beautiful language may have been inspired by Allah (SWT) in naming this month Ramadan. Otherwise, the relation between the heat and its properties is miraculously similar to that of Ramadan. While the heat represents the matter that helps shape, form, and mold virtually every matter, from metal and plastics, to plants and living cells-Ramadan undoubtedly helps a serious believe remold, reshape, reform, and renew his physical and spiritual disposition and behaviour.

andy dufresne.

In 1947, a banker named Andrew "Andy" Dufresne is convicted of murdering his wife and her lover based on strong circumstantial evidence and is sentenced to two consecutive life sentences at Shawshank State Penitentiary in Maine. At the prison, inmate Ellis Boyd "Red" Redding is rejected for parole, after having served twenty years of his life sentence, shortly before Andy's arrival. After a secluded first month, Andy gradually becomes acquainted with Red's circle of friends, and Red himself, who is known for cleverly smuggling in contraband. After a month of adjusting to his new life, Andy approaches Red and asks him to get a rock hammer, intending to pursue a hobby of rock collecting. Red supplies the hammer for ten dollars, and later fulfills Andy's request for a poster of Rita Hayworth.

One day in 1949, while tarring the roof of Shawshank's license plate factory, Andy overhears the captain of the prison guards, Captain Byron Hadley, bitterly complaining about the taxes he will have to pay on a forthcoming inheritance. Andy approaches Hadley with a solution that will allow him to keep the entire inheritance tax-free; though Hadley nearly throws Andy off the roof initially, Andy's willingness to set up the transaction for the cost of beer for the tarring crew wins Hadley's respect. It also earns the respect of the inmates, especially when Andy gives his share of the beer to the others (as he had been drunk at the time of his alleged crime, Andy now refrains from drinking alcohol). Prior to this incident, Andy had frequently been beaten and sexually assaulted by a gang called "The Sisters", led by inmates Bogs and Rooster. After a particularly vicious beating at the hands of the Sisters lands Andy in the infirmary, Bogs returns to his cell from a week in solitary confinement to find Captain Hadley there. Hadley inflicts a brutal nightstick beating on Bogs, which leaves him paralyzed. Bogs is sent away to a state hospital, and the message to the Sisters is clear: Andy is never bothered again.

As other guards begin to come to him for financial help, Andy is given a makeshift office in the prison library to provide tax and financial services. His "clientele" grows to include the entire prison staff, guards from other prisons, and even Warden Norton himself. To keep Andy happy, the Warden provides him with a single cell and allows him to keep an unusual amount of contraband in his cell. Conspicuous amongst the contraband are Andy's posters of "fantasy girlies" - first Rita Hayworth, followed over time by Marilyn Monroe and then Raquel Welch. The Warden also permits Andy's letter-writing campaign on behalf of the prison library. Through Andy's budgeting and purchasing activities, the library is expanded and remodeled into the Brooks Hatlen Memorial Library, which was the "best prison library in New England". The Warden capitalizes on Andy's skills and devises a program to put prison inmates to work for local construction projects, exploiting the prisoners' free labor for his own personal profit, with Andy acting behind the scenes as a money launderer. Andy uses his knowledge of "the system" to create the false identity of Randall Stephens, which he uses as a straw man to hide the Warden's involvement.

In 1965, a young prisoner named Tommy Williams enters Shawshank on a breaking and entering charge, and quickly becomes part of Red's and Andy's group of friends, with Andy helping him to pass the GED test. He learns of Andy's supposed crime and makes a shocking revelation: Elmo Blatch, one of his old cellmates, had gleefully described murdering two people who fit the description of Andy's wife and her lover, and how her "hotshot banker" husband got blamed for it. Andy hopes that he will be able to get a new trial with Tommy's help, and he approaches Warden Norton for advice and assistance. Fearing exposure of his illegal activities at Shawshank should Andy be set free, Norton sends him to solitary confinement and conspires to have Hadley shoot Tommy as an escapee. After Norton informs Andy of Tommy's death, Andy tries to refuse to launder any more funds for Norton. However, when Norton threatens Andy with the loss of his private cell, the loss of his protection against the "Sodomites", and the destruction of his beloved library (complete with a book burning), Andy relents, by all appearances a beaten man.

When Andy is back in the prison yard, he tells Red that if he ever gets out of prison he should go to a specific hayfield near Buxton, Maine to find something that has been buried under a volcanic rock. The following morning, Andy is missing from his cell. In a fury over Andy's disappearance, the Warden throws one of Andy's rocks at the poster of Raquel Welch - and is stunned to see the rock tear through the poster, revealing a large hole that Andy had used to escape. In a flashback sequence, it is revealed that Andy spent years chipping away at the wall of his cell with his rock hammer, using the posters of Hayworth, Monroe and Welch to conceal it. After his escape, Andy assumes the identity of Randall Stephens and uses it to withdraw Warden Norton's laundered money - $370,000 worth (over $2.4 million in 2009 dollars). Cashier's checks in hand, Andy sends evidence of Norton's activities to a Portland newspaper. The morning the story runs, Byron Hadley is arrested and Warden Norton, besieged by police officers, commits suicide in his office.

The next year, 1967, Red is finally released on parole after serving 40 years at Shawshank. Red is afraid of "the outside", dreading living in fear, worried that he would end up committing suicide once outside of the prison's strict regime, as fellow prisoner Brooks Hatlen had done. Coincidentally, he's given the same room and the same job Hatlen had. But instead of committing suicide or committing another crime to be sent back, Red recalls his promise to Andy and heads to the field in Buxton that Andy told him about. He finds a small metal box containing money and a letter from Andy. In the letter, Andy reminds Red of Zihuatanejo before ending with a final message: "Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies". Red then violates his parole and travels to Mexico, eventually reuniting with Andy in Zihuatanejo on the Pacific coast. Both of them are elated and hug each other when they meet.

The film portrays Andy spending nearly two decades in Shawshank State Prison, a fictional penitentiary in Maine, and his friendship with Red, a fellow inmate. The Shawshank Redemption received favorable reviews from critics and has since enjoyed a remarkable life on cable television, home videotape, DVD and Blu-ray. It continues to be hailed by critics and audiences alike, 15 years after its initial release, and is ranked among the greatest films of all time.

p/s: These walls are funny. First you hate 'em, then you get used to 'em. Enough time passes, you get so you depend on them. That's institutionalized

rebirth reality

Surreal reality, somehow today i am glad that i made the decision, the particularly a year ago decision of leaving mmu. As fuck up as i was back then, i really am glad that it happen. looking back and wondering if i were still in Bukit Beruang i might end up not as happy as i am today. and for sure the experience i had the past 2 years was one of the most exciting things that i have gone through in my life. The fond memories of making new friends and family. To be having all the fun in the world as mush i could, doing things that i most love doing with no one to hold me back. getting to know the outside world better. and the pain and trouble that is shared together with the friend that is al felt like a family, like my very own siblings to be exact. The almost 2 years experience really thought me all the basic rule in life, how the world move and many more, I even fell in love, really deeply in love and it always makes me felt like Melaka is my very own Paris.

True to my words, the first few month i kind of regret the decision of going away. To me in that time, Melaka is my life, bukit beruang is my life, its my heaven on earth. i freak out knowing that i am about to loose everything that i know and known. and yes, i did loose a few including bekho, through out that period. and it made me even more fuck up. They say, the world is round, what comes up must go down, vice versa. and today it has turn on its better side.its kinda funny reminiscing the past, i was too busy having fun and experiencing the real world from a few new angle, i was so drowned in love until i forget bout my self and things that are far more important. i just can't stop giggling by my self knowing how fragile i am. how a kid i am inside. haih~
i miss you people back then, adam, pitt, rai, reez, aimang, faris, syaff, sha, mal, acad, adiak, mat dong, wan , syam, wuron, bulu, nina, and all the person that i know back then.. each and every one of them.... and yes including yuna..

Alhamdulillah, today i felt like i have been given second chance, to start over, to live a better life, more meaningful life. i can start over again. with the past i have gone through i cant wait to learn more. with the past that i had gone through my mind are more clear than it was before. The future are getting closer, the past is guiding me, and i am starting to knew apekgaijin better than before.

things do happen for a reason. life is trully beautifoolish true isnt it? alright lets move on!!

p/s: its gonna get weirdo and weirdo.. hahaha

Howlidays

If i were allowed to do a tattoo.. or " Bertatu itu Hukumnya halal" this is how it going to turn out.

Oraite... holiday is kickin in... no class no homework no presentation no nothing till July baby!! But then again the 1st few week gonna be tight.. the Advert Project is jamming my brains.. we did the post production meetin and everything was finalize.. then a few hour later when i got home.. i re-read the bloody rules and regulation.. we got hiccups.. we need to change the theme without jepordizing the concept.. haih haih.. how am i ever guin to finish up the storybard before monday.. Next week ist going to be shootin week.. a day or two later we guin to rap it up.. throw in the VO and finalize everything... enuff bout work..

after a few month leaving Puchong.. its great to be back.. everyone is back.. uh huh.. apis is ere.. except for maped and ahso.. sume dok pening final lagii.. Everyone is hype to be a "TOKEY2 busat" once again.. selling goreng pisang, to dadih, to soya, to burger and anything you can imagine of..

Happy teachers day.. to all the teachers, lecturers, guru, ustaz and uztazah out there!!

and yeah.. i meet weirdo... :D

p/s: am living my dream.. nothing could turn out better then this.. alhamdulillah

gudbye past, ellow today =D

After almost 3, 4 month or around 120 days more or less i have not written a single post in this blog of mine. There are a few unintended reason that i take such a long period of time off from blogging. One of the main reason that i don't have the chance to be connected to the web. Yeah, I do not have the privilege of having a 24hours a day unlimited access to the net as I do before while I was at home. And yeah, I was no longer at home this last 3, 4 month. I am back in Melaka but not in Bukit Beruang. I am now somewhere up north in the area of Kg. Lendu.

Alhamdulillah, I got my 2nd chance to be a student again. The difference between now and the past is, I am pursuing what I have dreamt of since I was in high school and now I got the chance to use every skill that I have and enjoy doing in my study programmes. This time around I am pursuing my Diploma in Mass-Communication and Media studies in UiTM Melaka, Alor Gajah campus.
I got my second chance to start over again doing what I enjoyed to do. In fact it has been a while since i have the company of people called "classmates". The last time I remembered having a decent classmates is while I was in highschool. And yeah, I will never have the chance being in a normal situation.. What I mean is, the class that I'm in right now, DMC1A is the class well known with their attitude problems. The class attendance was never full, being late is normal, and taking a break longer than given is just natural to us. Nevertheless we are praised with our academic performance by the lecturers and the course coordinator herself.

Bassicly am glad to be here, I made tons of new friend, reunited with my old friends and this time around am proud to say " This is what it felt like to be a student".

p/s: the rule here a tight, i guess the long hair need to wait.. haih haih..