rebirth reality

Surreal reality, somehow today i am glad that i made the decision, the particularly a year ago decision of leaving mmu. As fuck up as i was back then, i really am glad that it happen. looking back and wondering if i were still in Bukit Beruang i might end up not as happy as i am today. and for sure the experience i had the past 2 years was one of the most exciting things that i have gone through in my life. The fond memories of making new friends and family. To be having all the fun in the world as mush i could, doing things that i most love doing with no one to hold me back. getting to know the outside world better. and the pain and trouble that is shared together with the friend that is al felt like a family, like my very own siblings to be exact. The almost 2 years experience really thought me all the basic rule in life, how the world move and many more, I even fell in love, really deeply in love and it always makes me felt like Melaka is my very own Paris.

True to my words, the first few month i kind of regret the decision of going away. To me in that time, Melaka is my life, bukit beruang is my life, its my heaven on earth. i freak out knowing that i am about to loose everything that i know and known. and yes, i did loose a few including bekho, through out that period. and it made me even more fuck up. They say, the world is round, what comes up must go down, vice versa. and today it has turn on its better side.its kinda funny reminiscing the past, i was too busy having fun and experiencing the real world from a few new angle, i was so drowned in love until i forget bout my self and things that are far more important. i just can't stop giggling by my self knowing how fragile i am. how a kid i am inside. haih~
i miss you people back then, adam, pitt, rai, reez, aimang, faris, syaff, sha, mal, acad, adiak, mat dong, wan , syam, wuron, bulu, nina, and all the person that i know back then.. each and every one of them.... and yes including yuna..

Alhamdulillah, today i felt like i have been given second chance, to start over, to live a better life, more meaningful life. i can start over again. with the past i have gone through i cant wait to learn more. with the past that i had gone through my mind are more clear than it was before. The future are getting closer, the past is guiding me, and i am starting to knew apekgaijin better than before.

things do happen for a reason. life is trully beautifoolish true isnt it? alright lets move on!!

p/s: its gonna get weirdo and weirdo.. hahaha